The tortured mind of a gentle soul that was never meant for the cruelty of this world, Laura’s obsessive, unrequited love for her beloved Mubarak sent her on a downward spiral that culminated in her falling to her death from the 148th floor of the Burj Khalifa, Dubai, the tallest building in the world, on the 16th of November 2014. She was 38 years old. Her death was covered up by the government of Dubai.
This book is a collection of Laura’s thoughts, notes, emails, and messages that she left behind on her iPhone, her tablet, her computer, a laptop, and in her paperwork and documents, in the years and months leading up to her tragic suicide.
From Laura…page 37… 21 October 2009, Dubai/Bahrain
From Laura…page 25… 4 October 2009, Dubai/Bahrain
From Laura…page 159 21 January 2012, Dubai
From Laura…
12 August 2012, Dubai, page 192
True Love…The Beloved (for Mubarak)
“Everything that I keep buried inside, (both my pain and my feelings for you), keep rushing to the surface, and every time I try to run away, something keeps bringing me back to you. Why?”
26 February 2014…as Laura was about to leave Portugal for the Middle East…
“I’d rather live my truth and suffer in silence, than try to explain things to people who, no matter how hard you try to make them understand, will never understand…and be at peace. For silence is a virtue.”
19 September 2013…
“Feel as it moves within you…feel it as it lifts you… Feel it as it it frees you…surrender to it’s will…
The Will of Allah… The will of pain and love combined…
The call of the heart…the call of the universe, That being LOVE!!!”
