15 August
“To Mubarak
These two songs are the ones I listened to over and over while I was with you, they describe everything that I want to say…but am so afraid! For how does one reveal what truelly lies inside, when vulnerable they will become…like becoming totally naked and see-through! And how does one know that what one feels inside is real…when the feelings penetrate so deep down inside…like suffocation, because I am trying to hide!
I just Love You so much…and really don’t know what to do about what I feel inside…I need you by my side…like I promise to always be by yours!
I never want to Lose You for you are the only real thing that I have!
I just don’t know what to do with these feelings that I have inside!
I LOVE YOU!”
Before Laura’s return to Dubai. 24 September
“To Mubarak.
I just wish I was there right now, and be with you, because Saudi is killing me…and being far from you is killing me…but I just don’t know what to do!
I wish I could hug you, kiss you…and just be next to you and near you!
And be there for you as well!”
