Complicated grief and obsession…

16 March 2015…I had just visited the At the Top Sky observation deck, stood where Laura had stood four months earlier…

Afterwards, sitting in a coffee shop in the Dubai Mall with the Algerian businessman whom I had met on the ground floor of the Burj Khalifa and who had been with me when I spoke to Vincent the security officer on the deck.

He looked at me and said, “you have to leave it or you will be like this in ten years time.” He was so right. It’s been nearly four years and I have been in the grips of complicated grief…and obsession…

‘Suicide doesn’t end pain. It only lays it on the broken shoulders of the survivors’.
Anne-Grace Sheinin.

…but I understand…that point in time when the only option is death…

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